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I Hate Myself

by G.U.S.H.

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1.
How do I break. The way I feel. The way I make. This pain so real. I Hate Myself. How do I shake. The way I feel. The way I make. This pain so real. I Hate Myself. We have no life -- this time.
2.
Needy 04:16
I need more than you know. To wake up my lungs. I need more than you know. I need more than you know. I'm already acting like we're through. I'm already acting like a fool. You want it. You want it all. I need more than you know. Just wait. I'll have it all. I take more than you know. I take more than you know. I'm already acting like we're through. I'm already acting like a fool. You want it. You want it all. And now I'm done with being "okay". You made your choice. I can't stay.
3.
You Know Me 03:18
I'm sick and I'm not well (I need you). And the comfort I find... I harm myself. I'm sick. But you know me, I'm safe. You swore this time, You've made up your mind (goddamnit). Don't leave me to die. Cause, I'm knocked right down. I get back up, It's what I do, Yoo know me. I'm sick. But you know me, I'm safe. You know me, I'm safe.
4.
Meat Locker 03:53
You got your head on tight. Someone to fuck or fight. You got nothing to hide, And nothing inside. You have it all. You think you're on stable ground. You have it all. But a little bit of water breaks you down. You've got it figured out. Never had a doubt. You got nothing to hide, And nothing inside. You have it all. You think you're on stable ground. You have it all. But a little bit of water breaks you down.
5.
I'm not myself. I'm somebody else. My feelings, they'll stick... To the walls. I'm half way there. It was good to know you my friend. I know that you fought to the end. I'm sick of this. Feeling like shit. My brains they'll stick... To the walls. I'm half way there. It was good to know you my friend. I know that you fought to the end.
6.
Animal Face 03:36
Well, It ain't right, How I made you feel. Bruised by the voices, That ain't real. I fucked up. Well, It ain't right, How I made you bleed. Fueled by the voices, That I feed. I fucked up.
7.
Alcohol 04:09
I can't decide right from wrong. I'm dumb. Hear me out, this is where I belong, Until I'm numb. You can stay, but get out of my way. I need (alcohol). I need (to feel the fall). I need you. I've been checked out for far too long. I'm done. I'm high again, to loosen the ends, Of my nerves. You can stay, but get out of my way. I need (alcohol). I need (to feel the fall). I need you, Today.
8.
Starburst 04:17
I know that you are trembling. A secret that you keep. It doesn't make a difference to me. You are not the problem, It's something that they fear. It doesn't make a difference to me. I don't think that I've loved you, As much as I do now. It didn't make a difference to me. I don't care what they say. It doesn't make a difference to me.
9.
We Are 05:39
I can't tell if it's your blood or mine. It's 3:00am. Yeah, this happens all the time. When I wake up crushed and defeated. Hold me close, like a parrasite to a host. You will feel it. We are, we are (fighting) We are, we are (dying) We are, we are (fighting) Inside of me. You've seen it now, the way I fall apart. I'd be worth more if my failures were an art. I wish I could. But now I've seen it. We are, we are (fighting) We are, we are (dying) We are, we are (fighting) Inside of me.

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I Hate Myself.

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released November 10, 2023

G.U.S.H.
Roger LeBlanc (Guitar/Vocals)
David Horrocks (Drums)
Josh Schroeder (Bass)

Recorded, mixed, mastered and produced by Josh Schroeder in Midland Michigan.

Album art by Matthew Springer @springatus

SPECIAL THANKS TO DAVEY AND JOSHY FOR TAKING MY SILLY IDEAS AND TURNING THEM INTO SONGS. TO MY PARTNER, SAM, FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY CONSTANT UPS AND DOWNS AND KEEPING ME GROUNDED.
TO SARA SHROEDER FOR ALL THE DELICIOUS BAKED GOODS. I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY.

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G.U.S.H. Calgary, Alberta

Post-Grunge. Treaty 7.

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